There's a boy whom I'm quite fond of. Not in that gushy, lovey-dovey way. I look up to him and his ideals. He seems to be an excellent judge of character and I aspire to be like that. I had asked him what his first impression of me was and he's the only one to tell me what he honestly thought.
"You're childish, innocent, honest and simple."
I know I'm childish and I don't want to grow up. That world that adults live in surrounded by problems, work and stress just seems so terrifying.
I always trust people recklessly and get manipulated by them as well. So I guess I'm not innocent, I'm gullible. Or maybe its both.
Honesty. The best policy right? At times I take on the characteristics of a pathological liar. It's become a terrible habit and I'm trying to stop it.
I must be a simple person, I don't know. But I always find a way to make things more complicated than they're supposed to be.
In this next chapter of my life, I hope to get my head on straight and to finally get over my fear of growing up. I still have a long way to go!
"You're childish, innocent, honest and simple."
I know I'm childish and I don't want to grow up. That world that adults live in surrounded by problems, work and stress just seems so terrifying.
I always trust people recklessly and get manipulated by them as well. So I guess I'm not innocent, I'm gullible. Or maybe its both.
Honesty. The best policy right? At times I take on the characteristics of a pathological liar. It's become a terrible habit and I'm trying to stop it.
I must be a simple person, I don't know. But I always find a way to make things more complicated than they're supposed to be.
In this next chapter of my life, I hope to get my head on straight and to finally get over my fear of growing up. I still have a long way to go!
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