Okay. Hi.
I've been putting this off since forever because it's so embarrassing. Phew. Okay. Let's do this.
I usually check my page views every once in a while. Though I won't be able to tell who's reading, I can tell what's being read (if you didn't know).
Sometimes I read through what you guys are reading and let me be honest, it's cringe-worthy.
This blog is a weird fusion of personal journal, random explanations and ranting.
It's bound to be crazy. And it is!
So this is a little reminder to myself and to whoever is reading that most of my old posts are actually incredibly stupid. I used to be a very troubled girl who had no idea what she was doing with her life.
Whatever I have written was basically brain vomit.
There might be some good stuff but majority is crap.
I always stop myself from deleting it all because though I was stupid, I was fortunate enough (and still am) to have an amazing family. They have quite literally pulled me out of the quicksand and cleaned me up. I do believe I have improved over the last couple of years and hope to become even better.
I have never been one to maintain a good journal or diary because I never remember to and mostly blank out over what to write about.
But this blog here is somehow still existing. It's like my brain is making an unconscious attempt at keeping track of my life and what I've went through to be who I am today.
NOTE: This is mostly to myself for when I reread this post:
Stop feeling so bad about yourself. The past is in the past. Leave it be. Be glad that you're able to see the big picture now. It would have been worse if you kept going on like you were back then and realized a little too late. The fact that you are cringing at teen you is actually pretty good. :P It means you indeed have changed. :)
And to my viewers, I always hope to help people through this blog and connect with you all. I hope you find purpose in your life and feel at ease knowing that there are others still finding themselves.
Have a great day!
-V
P.S. You guys never comment and I feel like I'm talking to ghosts.
Who's from U.S.A and Europe? I get a LOT of viewers from over there.
I've been putting this off since forever because it's so embarrassing. Phew. Okay. Let's do this.
I usually check my page views every once in a while. Though I won't be able to tell who's reading, I can tell what's being read (if you didn't know).
Sometimes I read through what you guys are reading and let me be honest, it's cringe-worthy.
This blog is a weird fusion of personal journal, random explanations and ranting.
It's bound to be crazy. And it is!
So this is a little reminder to myself and to whoever is reading that most of my old posts are actually incredibly stupid. I used to be a very troubled girl who had no idea what she was doing with her life.
Whatever I have written was basically brain vomit.
There might be some good stuff but majority is crap.
I always stop myself from deleting it all because though I was stupid, I was fortunate enough (and still am) to have an amazing family. They have quite literally pulled me out of the quicksand and cleaned me up. I do believe I have improved over the last couple of years and hope to become even better.
I have never been one to maintain a good journal or diary because I never remember to and mostly blank out over what to write about.
But this blog here is somehow still existing. It's like my brain is making an unconscious attempt at keeping track of my life and what I've went through to be who I am today.
NOTE: This is mostly to myself for when I reread this post:
Stop feeling so bad about yourself. The past is in the past. Leave it be. Be glad that you're able to see the big picture now. It would have been worse if you kept going on like you were back then and realized a little too late. The fact that you are cringing at teen you is actually pretty good. :P It means you indeed have changed. :)
And to my viewers, I always hope to help people through this blog and connect with you all. I hope you find purpose in your life and feel at ease knowing that there are others still finding themselves.
Have a great day!
-V
P.S. You guys never comment and I feel like I'm talking to ghosts.
Who's from U.S.A and Europe? I get a LOT of viewers from over there.
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